Gaming: Not much of a thrill for Me Now
I don’t know when it happened, but I know that the seed for my current feelings on gaming had to have taken root last Christmas (maybe earlier). I like hanging out with my friends. I like playing games. I like GMing games, but not as much as I used to.
But now I hate talking to gamers about gaming.
Hate might be too strong of a word at times, but that is the word that I wish to use here for effect. Now I want to be clear:
1) I like talking to gamers.
2) I do not like talking to gamers about gaming.
I don’t know why, but something has snapped within me regarding this particular subject and this particular group. Perhaps I have just muddied the waters too much with all of the theories bouncing around inside of my head at this time. I probably just need a break from the discussion. I am incredibly frustrated with myself not having completed various gaming related projects that I have started.
That might be why I am reacting the way that I am. I think I just need to stop talking about gaming, and to especially stop talking about gaming with other gamers. I need to insulate myself and my ideas from the public. I used to think that you created material via feedback, but now I am not so sure. Is it possible that you use feedback in order to kill the material instead?
Anyhow, no more gaming articles.